This blog post wont be my normal type of blog post -- it will contain much more of a rant-ish/needing help vibe.
So, I am so entirely conflicted on my major, and I need help from your guys' prospectives. When I first came to Shepherd, I was majoring in elementary education, and then halfway through the year, I switched over to English education. I absolutely
love the English department, the professors, and I got extremely lucky to have Hanrahan as my adviser -- but I am torn. I had thought that once I had started the English program, I would feel a lot clearer and at ease about my choice, but I am unsure if I want to teach for the rest of my life.
I am nineteen, and I am unsure what I want to do with the rest of my life, because, well, I am NINETEEN and have very little life experience.
When I was first choosing my major, I basically had the decision to choose education or nursing, just because my family has such a ridiculously strong impact on my decisions, but I was unsure if I'd want to do it for the rest of my life. It's just that... College is SUCH a large amount of money, and I don't want to waste any time on an extra year or something like that if I switch majors.
I need to have a plan for a job that is actually going to hold up. I don't want to be unsuccessful when I get out of college.
See, I know that whatever I do end up doing, I would put my all in, and succeed as much as I possibly could. I'm thinking about Sociology, or maybe even Communications. I'd probably lean stronger towards Sociology with a minor in education or English, just because I absolutely love the department, and I'm excellent when it comes to creative writing. Truth be told, the reason why it's so darn hard to make this decision is because Dr. Hanrahan is literally (no kiss ass-ness intended) one of THE most stellar advisers on the face of the planet, and she is extremely helpful when it comes to needing guidance. Also, in case you're wondering, sometime in my future, I would like to write children's books while simultaneously holding another job, and also get my certification to teach abroad for a few years (which does not require a degree), so I could always use English regardless. I want to travel around as well, and help impoverished areas, and teach while experiencing the joys of the world, but also I need a stable job to have when I return home.
Does anyone have suggestions for me? Can you tell me about how you like your major, and why that is? I could really REALLY use some help.
Maybe it's just the finals stress getting to me, but I just feel so unsure about all of my big decisions lately.